Is there no way out of the mind?
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Is there no way out of the mind?

Deleting Friends on Facebook

Don’t even come here, only to like stuff that my bff wants me to like -,- but since I’m on, why not?
I deleted 300 friends off Facebook a few weeks ago. Why? Because it got to the point where I was liking statues and pictures and following people on IG that I didn’t care about. I got to the point where I was doing these things because I felt socially obligated to keep in minimum contact with people I hadn’t seen in years. To save myself from losing it over another statues about some guy and her on-again-off-again-boyfriend who I didn’t care about, I deleted her.
I was the happiest I’ve ever been in that moment (which is sad).
Anyway, lost story short, after searching and downloading apps I finally just deleted everyone who I hadn’t communicated with over Facebook for 31 days. This included everyone who hadn’t liked, commented, shared or messaged me. In the end I had a total of 53 friends. 300 were gone. I was free.
One of my friends so it was kinda mean because I could have always contacted them, and he’s right, but I also deleted people I had no intention of speaking to again. People I’d met once and the added because that’s what friendships are these days. To me, Facebook is just an easy way to talk to friends, but if your Facebook is full of strangers, what’s the point?
Anyway, I was thinking about this cause someone who was my good friend for two years figured out I unadded her and she texted me. I felt kinda bad and I was tempted to ask if she wanted me to add her back, but she didn’t text back so I just never asked. Kinda glad in a way. Some friendships just end and it sucks that my last words to her were ‘apple app’ but what can I do now? Was even going to invite her out this weekend with a mutual friend of ours, but didn’t take. Our circumstance is different because we dated for a while, which included hurt feelings and lies and mainly her not knowing what the hell she wanted and emotionally cheating, (which is a thing to me) but the point still stands. Me and her aren’t friends anymore, we haven’t been for two years now. Maybe sometimes I miss that friendship that we had and sometimes I wish I was big enough to make steps towards fixing it, but ah well at this point.
Yeah, so that’s it. Added to that, I also deleted a few other exs that made my day a whole lot better, so yay. lol
Some things just end in ‘what ifs’ and I’m okay with that.

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even if you don’t live in canada, you could have canadian followers, don’t you dare scroll past this.

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even if you don’t live in canada, you could have canadian followers, don’t you dare scroll past this.

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Dating Gurls and Dating Guys

When I date guys I get a bit more ‘girlier’ and fall into ‘that’ role. I don’t lose myself or anything and its not like I won’t speak my mind, but I find that I do get girlier and I don’t really have much control over it.

This is completely different when I date a girl because I somehow get a bit more ‘manly’ and fall into ‘that’ role. Again, I don’t lose myself, I don’t hpld back who I am, its just something that happens.

I’m sitting here and wondering why that is and coming up with no answers I’m completely content with.

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Dates

Haven’t been on a date in like 6 months. Sure, o had a valentine, but I kinda just used him cause I didn’t wanna stay home that day lol so idk. That’s kinda depressing O_O

Move Out

I realize that my constant searching of apartments online is reminding myself that it gets better outside of the hell that is my home. It’s my way of giving myself hope in a hopeless environment. It’s tragic in a way that only hope can be, and yet I’m the underdog here, and no one wants to give up on the underdog.
Then I realize that in all my attempts to isolate myself from my family, I wouldn’t like coming home alone to a silent apartment. I’d need a roommate, a friend, a lover, a partner, whatever one is most available, I don’t care.
Sad, huh?

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mercenary-tributary:


a spirit that preys on the insecurities of young girls. on approaching one, it whispers venomously backhanded compliments, and delivers unneeded, often damaging advice in order to undermine the girl’s confidence and control her so that she may be devoured easily by the spirit.
the best way to ward it off is to appear unfazed by its insidious manipulations and stare directly into its great, luminous eyes until it gets uncomfortable and leaves.

mercenary-tributary:

a spirit that preys on the insecurities of young girls. on approaching one, it whispers venomously backhanded compliments, and delivers unneeded, often damaging advice in order to undermine the girl’s confidence and control her so that she may be devoured easily by the spirit.

the best way to ward it off is to appear unfazed by its insidious manipulations and stare directly into its great, luminous eyes until it gets uncomfortable and leaves.

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Dear Followers

I get new ones everyday but I know nothing about any of you. I’d like to know you better, to become so obsessed with my online friends that I begin to search for a way to enter Cyberspace. So ask me questions, and I will ask you questions, and we’ll become another post on Tumblr :3 or just call me crazy, I’m up for anything :D

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James Dean

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my problem with writing stories is that i’d rather imagine it and play it out in my mind than actually put it into words 

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Fog/Mist by Lana Gramlich

Weeping willows

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Surgically Altered Ceramics by Beccy Ridsdel

UK-based artist Beccy Ridsdel creates fun yet strangely macabre interventions where ceramics have been surgically altered to reveal additional layers of detail. Where the metaphor of surgery might normally evoke blood and guts, Ridsdel instead reveals further floral patterns inside bone china plates and cups. The pieces are part of an ongoing examination regarding the perception of ceramics as craft or art. You can see more of her work over on Facebook and she has a few pieces for sale in her shop. (via Slow Art Day)

So cool

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Deleted scene from the critically acclaimed film, Gravity.


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elliotexplicit:

Deleted scene from the critically acclaimed film, Gravity.

oh my god, you tried

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He’s just mad because he can’t acquire all the apple juice that I’m acquiring. (x)

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